Monday, December 15, 2008

Sad today

I write this with tears falling down my face. It could be because I haven't been feeling well either so maybe I am extra emotional, or that Ryan got sick in the cities this weekend so I worried, or that I am crazy.
Mainly though, I am sad that in two weeks from Friday, I go back to work. I have always been ready to return to work. I am lucky in that I love my job, the students, my colleagues, and everything related to it. I just don't want to leave my baby.
I'm not worried about his care when I go back. My mom will have him for two months. It doesn't get better than that. But, he is my baby, and I want to be with him.
There are no answers or suggestions for this. I just have to 'buck up.' And, I will. I just had to wimper to my blog friends a little....

4 comments:

Vicky said...

You bring tears to my eyes just reading that. Some day your kids are going to have a new appreciation for you when they see how you truly felt about them. This was straight from the heart and Brady will know how much you treasured him!

ABCDH said...

Yes, our babies are our babies and we love them so much is hurts.

Melissa said...

I understand.

Erin said...

I understand how you feel, Bonnie.